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Ok so, if anyone thought me managing two blog posts in one month was a sign of positive change...
Jokes on you, I guess >_>

This is the longest I've gone between blogs
but in my defence
I haven't really had much to write about
AND
and and and
I've been taking sleeping tablets (and sleep gummies), so waking up at ridiculous o'clock in the morning and sneaking downstairs to enjoy the early hours alone hasn't been a thing.

Well. I have still woken up at ridiculous o'clock a few times
But the tablets make me tired enough to make me desperately cling to sleep and eventually drift off again
But it screws me over slightly because they keep me knocked out the next morning
But at least we're sleeping, right? RIGHT?
*sob*

Anyway. Yeah. Hi.

As I said, haven't had too much to write about.
I haven't followed Ghost across the planet, so no Skeletour to write about.
Haven't streamed.
I have finally forced myself to do that one night-time themed colouring page and carried on with some more colouring pages...
but that's not really worth telling you about either.

I've done no crafts or anythi -
oh wait.
No.
I just remembered I went to Devon for the week on holiday. Haaa.

That was very pleasant.
We stayed at the Haven there (again, I do like it there >_> )
Weather was very hot, got sunburned on the first day, 10/10 etc

And we can see the sea from our caravan which is always a win!



But yeah, if you're looking for a UK beach holiday then they'll always be my first recommendation.
Sandy beach on the doorstep, big ass arcade and decent swimming pools.
And The World of Country Life museum and farm is directly next door which means petting baby goats and cows~

Speaking of arcade, here's our prize haul from the arcade machines~



and our ticket prize shop haul~



SO YEAHHHH.

Anyway.

Other than that, it's been pretty same old same old and not much to write about.
BUT

My self confidence has been building slightly and I decided to re-visit cosplaying Misa Amane from Death Note.
(she was my "Go To" costume for most of my late teens-very early 20s for conventions, mostly because costumes were expensive so I just wore the same costume on repeat >_> )

But here's a Misa from..... I want to say 2010?


(Credit: Darren Rowley Photography)

For years I've said I'd like to cosplay her again but never got round to it.
Especially as I haven't been to a convention in... years.
(I've just done the odd character shoot at home but that rarely happens because it's hard to find motivation when there isn't a deadline ;o; )

BUT ON SUNDAY, I DID.
And holy ra it has boosted my self esteem significantly and I'm currently feeling very motivated to get back in to doing the cosplays.
Please please please let this last

But yeeeee





Unfortunately the second one ended up a bit out of focus, but I'm definitely not in a place where I want to start working with photographers again yet? maybe
But I don't think it's blurry enough to ruin anything so I'll call that a win!

So hopefully more cosplays sooooon!
The next one is very likely to be Zoey from KPop Demon Hunters
I may be slightly obsessed NGL

Especially the tiger. Oh my god.
10/10 WOULD DIE FOR



HAVE YOU EVER SEEN ANYTHING SO PERFECT IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE?



So yeah, there's that.

A part of me keeps wanting to cosplay Sandor Clegane (Yeahh this crush isn't going anywhere *sob*)
But like... I'm a 5'2'' little woman so you can imagine how ridiculous that would be.

But I am currently on my 8th Game of Thrones watch through this year
save me from myself
Purely for Sandor
I feel like I should have SOMETHING to show for it by now xD
BUT at least it's not full on hyperfixation at the moment, like it was before.
I'd try to watch something else and full on PINE.
Now I can take a break to watch something else like KPop Demon Hunters for the 50th time

*cough*
Yeahhhhhh.

So um. Yeah.
Hopefully I'll be blogging again soon to say I've dressed up as a fictional character again and it's given me the warm squishy feels~

BUT UNTIL THEN




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Mood: Positive
Watching: Game of Thrones
Drinking: Starbucks Mocha Frappuccino
Ear Worm: Your Idol - Saja Boys (KPop Demon Hunters)

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